TESTIMONY
all started whenever my friend came over to the house and my brother and I were hanging out and every joke made about me I overthinked and it was making me upset and socially awkward i was feeling manic my friend got dropped off and I cursed at my brother asking him why is he acting fake before he can answer my anger got so bad I was screaming and crying didn't know what was happening I didn't feel human when we got to the house I got out of my dads car and went to the backyard shaking and crying and started praying I didn't believe in god at the time but then i started praying asking god to take away this pain I was still crying and still in panic mode but yet the next day I started trying started praying more recently I been brighter I been seeing life as beautiful seeing everyday as a gift even the bad times I see as a gift nothing gets me to that point of being upset I still curse I still get upset but I'm still believing in the lord I'm still trying to be faithful as much as I can I'm still learning about the lord and I do spread the gospel with some people and one day I would love to be a preacher and show people the lord is real and he loves everyone this is my testimony